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2009-02-03T21:46:00.000+08:00

HELLO EVERYONE I JUST WANNA SAY HERE THAT JIA YING LOVES ME :D HAHAS
-LINDA :D

2009-01-04T22:30:00.001+08:00

HERE ARE THE PHOTOS !!!
LOOK AT THE BELOW POST TO FIND OUT WHAT
HAS HAPPENED

2009-01-04T22:06:00.003+08:00

HELLO EVERYONE LINDA HERE
i am here to help JIA YING TO BLOG
actually not really hahas
she used my com and didn't sign out of her blogger
so the GREAT and MIGHTY ME! shall help her blog about today
but since you readers know she don't blog much
so here i am to make this blog interesting
by adding lots of COLOURS but there is limited colours -.-
so.... TODAY JIA YING came to my house and than off
we went to hougang mall to buy the ingredients
and we meet vicki there so we went off to buy the ingredients together
than off to my house they went and first we went to cook cambell soup
and VICKI AND JIA YING they both bully ME (LINDA) :(((
to go down and buy sausages and here comes rachel
so the goodie good LINDA went to pick her up
and we bake baked rice HOHOHO
and we ate it after we baked it HOHOHO its sooo yummy
after that we went to make cheese cake
watched some tveee shows on channel8 and went to take out the cake to cut
it smelled sooo yummy and off we went to tried the cake
but than we are the only retarded to eat cheese cake
while its hot and fresh form the oven
so off we went to put it in the freezer
and we went off to blow cool air in MY(LINDA) 's room
and played at my mattress HOHOHO
BIG NEWS JIAYING SHE CAN'T CLIMB ONTO THE MATTRESS
HOHOHO WE WANTED TO TAKE A VIDEO OF HER
TRYING TO CLIMB ON THE BED HAHAS
ITS SO FUN SO I SHALL HELP HER UPLOAD THE PHOTOS
WE HAVE TAKEN IN THE NEXT POST
I shall sign off now before i type more gossip thingie there
that happend today at night at my house downstairs HOHOHO
ohhh btw happy 100th post jia ying
i've stolen it HOHOHO

2009-01-01T00:31:00.003+08:00

HAPPY NEW YEAR!!! =]

2009? i dnt know if dis year is a bad year 4 miie anot. 2008 i'm sec 3 n 2009 i still sec 3 . wad is dis waste my bloody year n time.shit u.
plus the first dae of sku got cca. izzit the teacher had burn of their mind. but too bad i not going to care about cca anymore n juz forcus on my study.

i veri happy cuz my B'DAY is coming.YAY. i wan alot of gift dis year.hehe.
i getting my pay dis coming tues.moneymoney lots of money.haha.ok i look stupid.

2008-12-05T21:14:00.001+08:00

YAY. i finalli buy psp le .hahaha. so happy.
plus my pay 1hr is $4 den OT $5. end of dis month i will have alot of money until i go crazy le. wahahaha

2008-11-22T18:34:00.002+08:00

i FINALLI have loss weight le hahaha.i so happy. thank to my job. cuz i keep working den eat veri little. den sometime veri stress . but everything is worth it de. hehe. but i scare will gain back again =x lol better not =p
after i get my pay i wan to buy psp slim red or psp slim bronze. but i still think red is better .haha.

2008-11-15T21:45:00.003+08:00

juz renew my blog, veri long nv blog le.

i whole holiday veri busy monday to friday also got work veri tired reach hm bath le den hurry go slp le . dont even have time to use com.

n i going to be RICH. HAHAHA

n after i get my PAY. i going to buy alot of stuff .wahahahaha
like

-PSP SLIM red (spend around $400)

-converse shoe(spend around $150)

-treat my sis to a super ex de buffet. (one person around $70++)

-spend around $200 to buy shirt

-maybe buying crumple bag( around $150)

after buying all dis stuff i sure will go broke but at least i use mine own money to buy n not from my parents.
n now den i know money is not so easily earn. so i will TRY not to take money from my parents. haha

2008-10-14T16:24:00.002+08:00

life SUCK!!!
i think i going to retain dis year. wad is dis la. fine wadever
. if i realli retain . i will not go sku anymore . dont ask miie y. cuz is U SKU force miie to walk dis road.
i feel like dying. everydae eat medi eat until i scare le but who knows. no one. having dis illness is i wan de meh. dont stress miie le la. STOP IT!!!!
china china going there to relax n stop thinking.

2008-09-13T17:01:00.001+08:00

The True You

You want your girlfriend or boyfriend to be more open with you.

With respect to money, you spend as little as possible.

You think good luck doesn't exist - reality is built on practicalities.

The hidden side of your personality tends to be methodical in your ways - with trouble adapting to the rules of society.

You are the type of person who assumes that the world revolves around yourself.

When it comes to finding a romantic partner, you don't have any particular type in mind, but you are inclined to look for someone who will say yes when you ask him / her out.

Who's" The True You?

2008-08-30T18:04:00.004+08:00

yesterday having sec 4 farewell , althought not realli going well but at least we hace done our best. better den does onli know how to use her mouth n say onli. but we still have abit of fun haha.:)

Staring out at the rain with a heavy heart
It's the end of the world in my mind
Then your voice pulls me back like a wake up call
I've been looking for the answer
Somewhere
I couldn't see that it was right there
But now I know what I didn't know

Because you live and breathe
Because you make me believe in myself when nobody else can help
Because you live, girl
My world has twice as many stars in the sky

It's alright, I survived, I'm alive again
Cuz of you, made it through every storm
What is life, what's the use if you're killing time
I'm so glad I found an angel
Someone
Who was there when all my hopes fell
I wanna fly, looking in your eyes

Because you live and breathe
Because you make me believe in myself when nobody else can help
Because you live, girl
My world has twice as many stars in the sky
Because you live, I live

Because you live there's a reason why
I carry on when I lose the fight
I want to give what you've given me always

Because you live and breathe
Because you make me believe in myself when nobody else can help
Because you live, girl
My world has twice as many stars in the sky

Because you live and breathe
Because you make me believe in myself when nobody else can help
Because you live, girl
My world has everything I need to survive

Because you live, I live, I live

everytime i hear dis song i feel my world is like ending n my heart is veri veri pain. n i feel like i dying.

2008-07-31T17:45:00.002+08:00

juz change my blog cuz see my blog until sian le. but maybe i will change again. cuz i dont realli have time to choose a nice one. plus i still muz go do hw. i got like alot of hw la. i think i going crazy le.

HW: chinese
-lit
-english( i dont know how to do )
-still muz study but muz see i got time anot first .hehe.

aiya i muz off com le la.zzz. dying.><

2008-07-23T17:04:00.003+08:00

i veri sad . but i wont let unhappy thing make miie sad . tat y today i go gym keep running until i go crazy juz to let off my anger n stress . tat wad i can say. even if i angry i also wont say other ppl here in the blog la. if feel tat is like super wad n lame la. or maybe childish.

1. the person who last tag you is?
-vicki & wan ting
2. your relationship with him/her is?
him-not close friend
her-friend n xin-gan
4. The most memorable thing he/she had done for you?
him-nth (stupid la)
her-give miie sweet=)
5.The most memorable thing he/she had said to you?
him-next time chat wif u
her-dont rmb
6. If he/she become your lover, you will?
him- i will be super happy until i jump to de sky
her-lol. i dont think will happen .lol
7. If he/she become your lover, thing he/she has to improve on?
him-as long i can be wif him i will be super happy:)
her-didnt i say it wont happen??
8. If he/she becomes your enemy, you will?
him- i dont wish to happen cause i now realli crazy about him
her-i wish it wont happen cause u de best
9. If he/she becomes your enemy, the reason will be?
i juz dont wish to happen.
10. The most desire thing you want to do for him/her now is?
him-nth, juz wish he can be my stead
her-wad she wan miie to do i will try my best
11. Your overall impression of him/her is?
him-kind & CUTE (tat y i love him)
her-nice to miie. n i know we can be together as friends .
12. How you think people around you will feel about you?
-how wont i know. crazy
13. The characters you love of yourself are?
-dont know
14. On the contrary, the characters you hate yourself are?
being stupid n stupid
15. The most ideal person you want to be is?
me and myself.
16. For people that care and like you, say something to them?
i love u all!!!!
17. Pass this quiz to 10 persons that you wished to know how they feel about you:
1) vicki
2) lai teng
3) wen hui
4) xin ying
5) vino
6) wanting
7) bread
8) steph
9) butterfly
10) linda

18. Who is no.6 having relationship with?
no one
19. Is no.9 a male or female?
male><
20. If no.7 and 10 are together, will it be a good thing?
i think the world will end or maybe ww3. lol
21. Does no.5 and 9 get along well?
lol. they dont even know each other
22. Where is no.2 studying at?
PLMGSS
23. Talk something casually about no.1.
she like to talk about her ryan .lol
24. Have you tried developing feelings for no.8?
last time but now maybe still got some. but nvm haha. i still will be happy
25. Where does no.9 live at?
singapore:))
26. What colour does no.4 like?
blue?
27. Are no.5 and 1 best friends?
not realli
28. Does no.7 like no.2?
maybe?
29. How do you get to know no.2?
in sec school.
30. Does no.1 have any pet?
-dog
31. Will you woo number 3?
crazy.lol
32. Is no.7 the funniest person in the world?
lol.i can say tat
33. What is no. 10 doing now?
how i know.lol

i nv follow by friend but i follow by qn .lol

2008-07-20T11:03:00.003+08:00

MY FATHER GIFT. i can say is veri nice. n because is the last day of the show. everyone tat perform is working veri hard to make dis show end.n now den i know everyone tat sing have a veri nice voice. n dis show let miie know GOD more. so does who realli wan to know GOD more should go n watch.

i cant believe tat i two day nv talk to butterfly le. i almost die ah. wish i today can still talk to him.><

2008-07-18T21:12:00.002+08:00

today np service day abit fun la. den i go give my grp n deeksha and gaye grp sweet.haha. den i go tell them dont tell their other ppl.haha cuz linda before tat already say cannot give them but i still give haha. but after we go back sku. got alot of thing happen la. now np is like dont know wad la.is getting worst n worst. den super tired.

den come back hm, msn wif butterfly so happy.ah!!! haha .. den we talk rubbish again.lol.... den he say he will talk wif miie again . haha. i realli crazy over him le.

2008-07-17T19:23:00.003+08:00

when even i see u, i feel pain in my heart. when i heard ur voice, i feel like i''m near to heaven. when ii hear u saying____________, i feel tat i already dead. ii realli dont know wad de problem wif miie. i juz hate myself so much. y ii will become like dis?? my mind is BLANK....

i think i realli in love wif butterfly le. go everywhere also will think. going crazy. but i think he wont like miie la . i so wish to be wif him. he is like so cute can .. like small little boiboi. =p
lol. i think i going crazy over him le la. ah!!!!
whenever i talk wif him at msn i juz feel so happy la. wish can be wif him. but i think wont happen 4ever de lo.=((
i wan to see butterfly again . when i can see him???

2008-07-15T17:30:00.002+08:00

today pe, is like er...... play vollyball hit until my hand veri pain la. nonono is super duper pain plz.... den in gym veri fun hahaha. i starting to like gym alot alot. haha. ya den i got nothing to say . haha

i now like bandage guy. ah!!!!! n also butterfly. but i dont dare talk to them .. so sad:(

2008-07-07T20:46:00.002+08:00

i saw a butterfly, but it juz fly away from miie. feel sad. i wish butterfly dont fly away from miie. butterfly is veri far from miie . i feel lost, i feel like crying. y is eveyone leaving miie even a butterfly also leaving miie.:((

2008-07-06T20:39:00.005+08:00

juz come back from camp. but dis year camp not so tired den last year n dis year grp is also better den last year also. n i love grp 8 alot ^^
i also make new friends but i onli can remember some but some i onli remember de name but dont know wad the face look like. i know i veri hopeless haha.. anw i met wei wei(be wif miie while i'm alone), wei yang(butterfly), hong ren(red guy), ching may(but she sick den left half way n left mii alone but wish she will get well soon.),marcus(i think is like tat spell ba.lol . but he veri funny, make the grp so high), herwan ( he also make the grp high but left half way) n also alot but dont realli remember so i muz wait 4 wei wei to send miie the list den maybe can recall.

n lastli, i got something important to say n tat is i wan to thank someone which is wanting cause she the one who is wif miie while i'm alone in the camp cause linda leave miie:(( but heng got wanting w/o her i think i will be like blur sotong dont know wad to do le. haha. thankz n love u alot alot alot.^^

2008-06-21T18:51:00.002+08:00

everithing has change. i hate to go cca. i dont even wan to see all the ma'am de face. i now scare of everything. i dont wan to face dis kind of thing. i dont know wad to say . i realli hate dis kind of world. i hate it. i feel like crying. i hate everything.

2008-06-13T21:15:00.003+08:00

yesterday having class bbq. all the pic take from wan ting.thankz so much . starting to love u .believe anot i dont know. although my pic all abit unglam but dis is my first time seeing my pic look look nice even my hair is like messy. after emo-ing so long finalli see myself got abit of smile le. i love u guys.

today bring my bro family to NS den make miie veri tired. haha. but i abit miss him. cause two week cannot see him.somemore he is the bro tat i like de most la. haha.cause he always bring us go out n eat de. haha

i think i end le i wan go watch show bb :))

2008-06-09T20:07:00.002+08:00

today go play water skiling.i tell u all. u all sure cannot imagine how fun izzit la. at first i thought is veri scary but in the end i didnt think tat way .haha.
earli in the morning wake up by my sis. den she ask miie if i wan go. den i was like wan go dont wan go. den i keep thinking. den in the end i go. when we reach i was like die die i dont know how to play. den i let my sis go first. den she super funny la. when the thing start den she straight away fell in the water . den i therekeep laughing but in my heart i was like my sis fall i sure will fell de die. den my bro go second but my bro better la at least can go more far den my sis. but i still veri scare so i let my bro gf go lo. den is my turn le when it start i better den my bro cause i go until half way but den when it turn i fell down . abit stupid la. but is like super fun la. wish can go again.hahaha. den i fell le den muz swim back so i swim swim swim until super tired den muz walk back . den the stupid sun make until the floor until super hot la.den burn until my leg got "water bubble" . now my leg super pain la :( i onli like the skiling but i dont like the walking back. cuz super hot. oh ya still got one more part super gross de. cuz the water veri deep ma. but den the side is not den when i step is like i stepping on the SHIT la. veri gross. den de water also veri salty. yuck!!

den after tat we went n eat ice cream. but not veri nice la. haha. den we went other place wanted to eat super big burgar de beef but den stupid la. cuz monday nv open so we went to eat at the "rocky's pizza" shop . the pizza super big la. if u all realli wan to know how big can come ask miie. haha . cuz is super duper big.

n now i'm home . n i feel my whole body. dying soon.. n u all know wad . when i play the first round of the water skiling n i walk back wanted to play second round. i started to feel veri dizzy den wad ever i see also blur blur white white like going heaven. haha. i feel dizzy cuz i nv drink plain water n eat food tat y i feel veri dizzy.. i write at the last sentence is cuz veri throw face . haha.i think i better get some rest before i die . haha cuz super super tired.

2008-06-08T21:06:00.002+08:00

sianz..... i whole day finding blogskin until i wan to die le. haha.. is my blog nice??? tell miie.. if not nice at least can go find again..

2008-06-07T16:28:00.002+08:00

i juz decided to change my blog skin. dont ask miie y i change the until so emo causei also dont know y. thing change alot in the holiday but i wish sku restart we still can be friend.

2008-06-03T20:28:00.002+08:00

today is a bad day 4 miie . cause of today i juz realize something. is actualli show her true colour in her blog. i didnt know tat she was tat kind of person until i read her blog.
n also another person, i keep helping her to get her friendship back, but i didnt know tat dis is how she repay back to miie, i feel so betray by both of them. i realli dont know how i'm suppose to face them when i see them. n dis also my first time hating ppl so badli .
juz now my parent was asking miie to bring my sis to tuition den i realli dont feel like bringing la . den i throw all my anger on my sis den i feel veri bad. anw i also dont realli care . den after bringing my sis there den i went hm. den on my way hm i didnt take bus so i walk hm.
while i walking i also listening to the music tat is in my blog. while i walking i think until alot of thing. between friend n other thing i choose friend. n i cant believe tat my friend juz betray miie like tat. i feel veri hurt la plus the music i listening is also veri sad . somemore i alone walking at the street den make miie veri loneli n also sad. soometime i thinking choosing friend izzit wrong?? i realli dont know.
i feel tat no one can understand miie even the one i love n my family. NO ONE!!
i feel tat i dont have anymore feeling not even love or happy feeling . the onli feeling i can feel is onli sadness. i realli hate my parent 4 bring miie to dis sad world.

2008-05-30T18:36:00.002+08:00

earli morning got ppl scold miie wth la. u wan to scold at least not in the morning la. return my money before u scold miie la . althought $50 may look like small note to u but to miie alot la. hurry return to miie la. u thought u realli boss ah scold scold scold. she will become like tat to ur laopo is because u keep scolding her de la. so who u can blame . onli know how to blame other ppl but nv even think about wad u realli did . dont always think u r right la.

2008-05-29T19:31:00.002+08:00

i start feeling tat i cannt do anything. everyone is doing better den miie . i feel tat i'm like so lan. i'm like so useless everything also cannot do. if can i realli wan to do better not to be a useless person but i juz cannt.

n dis holiday if u all msg miie n i nv reply plz dont blame miie cause i realli dont feel like replying anyone.

2008-05-25T20:56:00.002+08:00

i feeling veri sad after watching 四川大地震举办的电视慈善义演《温情无国界，让爱川流不息》
i juz dont know y la . feel veri sad n it realli touch until my heart, n i feel like crying but i dont dare to cry cause i didnt wan my family to know tat i'm crying, or they will say i crazy. but i juz realize something my parent n my family are all so evil. i realli dont know wad to say about them la.

i realli feel like crying.n realli need someone shoulder to let miie cry. i know u all will say i'm crazy la. but dont u all feel the same way as miie?? is hurt to see all the dead body juz in front of u la, is not small amount of death but is a large amount of ppl.
n while watching they were saying one young mother were protecting her own child, n the child is onli 3 or 4 month old onli. n the mother use her own body to protect her own child. n the child were not hurt but the mum is dead. n when both of them were brought out the mother was holding on one phone n the phone had one msg to the child : dear child, if u r still alive , plz remember tat I LOVE U .

when i heard dis i almost cry n wad the mother write realli touch my heart. but thz god tat the baby is alive wif no hurt.i think the mother in heaven will be happy to know dis.

baby, w/o u dis few day is realli bore n i feel veri lost. i realli realli miss u, do u miss miie?? but i wish tat u were having fun in ur camp n wish tat u r not hurt. =))

2008-05-21T18:41:00.004+08:00

i juz added something to my blog. i added wad i want n wad i wish 4.

ystd something keep going through my mind. r they realli my true friends???
wad r true friend realli 4?
r true friend get angry cuz of small little thing?

after dis qn went throught my mind. i juz reliase tat i didnt know how to ans it.is realli hard to ans it. n also my tears juz came out. n i didnt know wad the reason. while i hide in my room for a few hours n i juz slept till dis morning n went to sku.
n dis morning when my laopo msg miie i didnt reply n i feel veri sorry as i dont realli have the mood to reply any one.

n i realli have no mood to write anything

sorry 4 the late blog again cause something juz came to my mind la. althought now u r angry wif miie or anything la . but i dont care . juz wan to say something . i dont mind having u as my friend one more time .but if u wan to continue like dis i also cannot help it la . juz wan to wish u tat u will pass ur pro 4 np la. but if u dont accpt i also wont blame u. n i also wont think tat our friendship will become like last time but i onli hope tat we can juz be a normal friend juz a normal friend tat all i dont ask 4 more. cause now i need the most is juz a friend a normal friend , n a family but i dont think it will happen, n my gf cause i now realli too depress already . n i realli cannot take it . sometime i didnt know yi keep thinking of cutting myself n bleed to death n i realli cannot take it le .

2008-05-19T21:12:00.003+08:00

the more u love miie, the more i scare to hurt u

i wanted to put in chinese one but dont know cannot put in, make miie so angry :((
but nvm 4get it..

anw y i put out dis word i also dont know y. i juz know it juz come to my mind tat all so dont come n ask miie . i dont know anything.

dis few day i veri feel like dying n my heart is like crying but tears nv come out . but i rather cry den my heart cry cause is veri hurt.

gaye, i realli wan to help although i dont feel like bring my uniform. but when u say no need miie is veri hurt do u know tat?? cause i dont wan to use as a np cadet to help u but as a bestfriend.but i aslo know i'm lazy la.but i dont wish because of dis our friendship will juz end like dis. n i dont know y my heart is cry like hell n make miie veri hard to breath. veri wish i'm dead. n i also know tat u rather i die den have miie as a friend.but i dont mind dying

feel like killin myself

2008-05-15T18:41:00.004+08:00

wad is life? i dis few day veri stress up n things keep coming to my head.
my first problem- my parent scold miie n say i'm a useless person (i'm know i am la so wad i hate study wad u wan miie to do?? my study suck! so wad u wan miie do again? izzit u all wan miie to die den u all will be happy?? my brain is stupid but wad can i do wif it??)

second problem- because of having my first problem i went to tell gaye n i cry until veri badli den make my laopo veri sad cause she say she not de first one to know( is not i dont wan to tell u first is cause i know u sure will cry cause of miie so i didnt wan to tell u , n deep in my heart i realli got think of telling u de but i suddenli remenber tat u say u were outside so i didnt wan to disturb u 4 enjoying shoppin, tat y i decided not to tell u, but how i know the nnnnnnnt day in sku i realli cannot control tat y i burst out in cry, n not i wan to turn my head away cause i realli dont wan let u see i'm crying cause is veri throw face to let my own laopo to know tat her own laogong crying until so kelian)

thirth problem- having all sad result ( cause of having sad result it pull my mood to onli 20% ... n it hard to control ur own mood when ur mood went down to 20% .. )

cause of having all those problem i started thinkin all kinds of things.
1. wish i'm dead
2. wish i'm dead
3. wish i'm dead
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100. wish i'm dead

i know i may be selfish, but can u imagine when ur life is colourless? no colour no nothing not even black nth.. everything is blur u can't even see a single thing . nth........

2008-05-12T19:28:00.002+08:00

1.At what age do you wish to marry?
- how i know Z_Z

2.What do you want the most now?
- SEAWEED (^_^) (but she dont like :(( )

3.Who is the person you trust the most?
-erm..... i say deep from my heart la... so dont scold miie(>_<)
laiteng,steph,gaye,bread,rachel,linda (still got alot but lazy to name it)

4.Do you think you have enough confidence?
-deep in my heart NO

5.If you had a dream that would come true, what would it be?
-MORE SMART (^-^)

6.Are you satisfied with yourself?
- of course not la

7.What are you most afraid to lose now?
-lose HER

8.Do you believe in eternity love?
- maybe

9.Have you broken someone's heart that he/she tried to commit suicide?
-no la crazy

10. what do you like most about yourself?
-nothing

11.What are the requirements that you wish for the other half?
-cute,pretty, always happy, wish she can be veri small so can put in my pocket

12.What feelings do you hate most?
-jealous

13.Do you cherish every single friendship of yours?
-of course la. dis is wad i cherish de most la , realli deep in my heart

14.Do you believe in god?
- always

15.What do you think is that most important thing in your life?
-havng her in my life. n having friends beside miie

16.Who do you hope to be always there for you?
-HER n my friends

17.What do you regret most in your life now?
-having my exam fail.

18.What kind of friend do you hope to be in your friend's eye?
-my true self

19.What are you doing currently?
- doing dis quiz n thinking of her in my mind

20.What do you like doing most?
-smsin, sleeping, play com, hugg de bear she gave

i take from rachel . n dis all qn is not i make cause i juz copy n paste to my blog. but feel free to do.

maybe i realli get poison le ba

2008-05-10T19:23:00.003+08:00

baby, sometime i realli dont know wad to do . whenever i see u wif other ppl or self hurt or do anything to hurt urself . my heart juz hurt so much .do u know tat my heart is bleeding? or do u know tat i crying in my heart? i juz feel useless wheneven i think i cant do anything. i feel like killing myself. i realli wish u can smile la or happy. n i realli dont wish u to be wif bb cause i juz feel so jealous. i sometime realli feel like hiding u in my pocket n d0nt let anyone see u n also bring u home . maybe i veri selfish but i realli feel like hiding u in my pocket.

today i feel so tired la walk here walk there. n i feel singapore sometime veri small. haha . i took alot of pic . den dont know wad to do wif it. should i post it here or friendster???

plz i look super ugly. lol.

STOP HIDING FROM MIIE.LOL

SHHHHH......... dont tell her tat i take pic of her

OUR grandfather collection .lol

stupid la my unglam>:(

erm... wad r we doing?? ?_?

see i so good i giving drink to small little girl not like gaye.lol

OMG i look super ugli .lol

if i'm not wrong when i was taking pic of her she was like HEY.lol

they look like dancing lol

it so windi my hair is like flying

dis pic i realli cannot take it leh

guess who we r . wahahaha

the J n de G. lol

the also dont 4 get the S . haha

no more pic le so the end

2008-05-08T21:56:00.003+08:00

today i'm like super tired. plus tomorrow got some funking idoit cca .. make miie more stress. althought u all see like i;m like so stress-less . but actualli i so stress until i wan to die lo.. n scare of everithing. juz tat i dont show it out. n wadever i say also not wad i mean cause when i stress everithing is like out of my mind.i veri stress until i cannot even control my own body n my mind...

baby, today my baby is like veri cute haha.. actaulli not even today la is starting from dont know when la. lol. she veri funni cause she actualli get jealous of one little seaweed .lol.. den she keep saying i'm seaweed monster ><
i'm not seaweed monster. n dont cry cause i like seaweed leh... my heart is like bleeding when u cry leh. later i die because i dont have anymore blood le .lol. .. n i dont know when i become gay laogong de wor .lol.. veri wish can go china wif u wor.

2008-05-02T20:58:00.002+08:00

plz la i nv even look down on u la is u ownself look down on urself la . is u ownself think tat way la. n do u know tat u making the whole gay company veri piss off.. when ever u angry we try not to say anything .. but since dis is the way u wan den be tat way .

stress

2008-05-01T22:00:00.002+08:00

i juz dont know wad wrong wif miie la . i getting more stress n more stress .. n i realli wish im dead la . can someone juz use a gun n shoot my head off. i realli feel like dying .

baby, nowaday i realli dont know wad wrong wif miie la i gt veri angry veri easily wish u can bare wif miie. n i dont mean to "fight" wif u de . i juz get veri piss off whenever u say u wan cut , smoke or drink la . i jux dont like it la . maybe im selfish ba . juz dont care wad i say la. cause dis is wad i think la .

2008-04-29T20:19:00.001+08:00

my leg is like super pain can pain until i wan cry la... oh mama.. i now like going to cry!!!!!!!!!!! ah!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

2008-04-26T16:08:00.002+08:00

a shattered heart

2008-04-25T21:01:00.003+08:00

baby feel hurt when u say tat u sometime thinking of giving up on miie. i realli dont know wad to say . i juz know tat my heart is shattered . need someone to recover it & tat U.. i know i have no right to let u always be myside , so if u realli wan to give up on miie i will let u go , u do not need to care about miie juz follow ur heart.

today in class parrot is like biting my hand la , is like super duper pain la. at first she bite miie den thinking not to let her bite already den she go bite HER la .grrr. den i dont wan bread keep biting her den i hurry ask bread bite miie so she wont go bite HER . feel hurt when bread bite her but miie stupid nv go stop her la.. grrr... now my hand got alot of marks la . den when i touch is pain :(( but can stop bread from bitting her is all zhi de. :)) but she angry wif miie cause i keep asking bread bitting miie:((

today np is okok la not bad cause is the sec3 take over n tat US. haha.. at first not so good but behind okok la .. so over all is okok.. lol .. i realli dont know wad to say 4 np .. juz know today np not bad..

wish i'm dead

2008-04-23T20:25:00.003+08:00

a moodless girl.

i juz too moodless to say anything ...

baby maybe u starting to hate miie ba .who know.... i juz dont know wad to do .. i veri stress!!! i juz wish my life is ended now ... exam exam wtf all exam coming make miie too stress tat i dont even know wad to do.... n y is gay company becoming like tat??? i now realli stress until i wan to die n cry .. god i now realli wan to let u control my life as i too stress to control my own life already ...

a girl who wish to be dead
a girl who was too stress
a girl who hate exam
a girl realli too tired to control it own life
a girl who wish to let god to control her life

2008-04-19T20:27:00.003+08:00

today realli nth to do tat onli wad i can say... earli morning mi n my sis bring my younger sis to kumon den wait 4 her to end while waiting 4 her is like so boring la sianzz
den after went to ps to shop den go my mother shop le .. den at my mother shop is like so sianzz .. so i went upstair to watch tv n watch until sleep ... den now i'm home ^^

today nv realli msg baby.. when i msg her she like veri busy ><
so i dont realli dare to msg her but i still itch hand go msg her><
while msg her she was like asking miie stop taking her unglam pic ..lol.. den i say she also nv give miie her pic tat y i take ... den after awhile she suddenli send miie her pic lol .. she so cute lo .. lol

miie realli wan msg her but dont know wad to msg her .. also scare will disturb her ... haizzz .. sianzzz ... sad.....miss....haizzz

today feel so abandoned by my baby =x
shhhh ... dont tell her ho ..lol

2008-04-18T20:01:00.000+08:00

2008-04-17T22:05:00.002+08:00

today i realli got nothing to say abt la....

baby laopo i so sorry to make u feel abandoned)): miie starting to feel tat i am a super duper no use de laogong .. eveytime i say wan to pei ni more but eveytime also nv pei ni de.. so sorry!!!! how can i make u not feeling abandoned ah?? ur laogong veri stupid de.. eveything also blur blur de so muz tell miie everything ...

2008-04-16T11:23:00.001+08:00

BORING!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

I KNOW U HIDING SOMETHING .... HAHA... I SO BORE .... NOW I AT COM LAP SO BORE.....

STOP WALKING HERE N THERE....... BRENDA U VERI NOISY.....LAI TENG U TALK VERI LOUD... GAYE U VERI NOISY ALSO... EVERYBODY ALSO VERI NOISY. I VERI BORE !!!!!!!!

2008-04-15T21:09:00.002+08:00

today is a happy day.. cause i will onli talk abt happy things haha

cause my laopo today....kiss miie haha althought onli cheek la but i still veri happy ..haha. n she tell miie tat i am the first one whom she kiss la .cause everitime is ppl kiss her de not she kiss ppl. lol . den i so happy until i tell her tat i not going to wash my face le. den she ask miie wash ..den i tell her tat if wash le den dont have le. den she tell miie next time will give again la.lol so cute . but i dont know when is the NEXT TIME ah. lol juz cannt wait la.

from now on i not going to pao qi ni le ..i will love u more n more de .. if u not happy wif miie 4 pei-ing other girl den juz tell miie den i will not go so close to them le .. so dont sad le.. so got anything juz tell miie okok??

a girl who lover HER alot((:
a girl who is love by HER((:
a girl who love to be wif her((:
a girl who love HER everything((:

2008-04-14T18:42:00.003+08:00

my heart hurt .....

dont ask mie y . i juz dont know how to say . maybe i jealous i juz dont know. tears juz rolling down on it own.. god save miie.

laopo plz juz tell miie , if u jeolous or angry juz tell miie dont hide it from miie. i ur laogong i care 4 u ,if u dont say how i going to help u?

plz tell miie wad to do? should i let go?

on my way back hm i keep asking myself doesnt qn . should i let u go? but i realli cannot live w/o u . if i leave u i rather go n die .. if u wan to go back to him , i think i will let u go cause i wan u to be happy. if u wif miie, i think will onli make u more stress n dis few day u also look not so happy, i juz dont know wad to do .. i juz hate myself , i realli cannot live w/o u ..god save miie . my heart hurt when u say about him. i know u trying to 4get the past n u still have feeling 4 him , so everytime i will try not to show my jealous to u cause dont wan u to be sad. but sometime i realli cannot control .

the girl who hate to be loneli )):
the girl who get jealous alot)):
the girl who hate to lose HER)):
the girl who love HER alot)):
the girl who cannot live w/o HER)):
the girl who like to hide her own feelin)):

2008-04-13T18:06:00.003+08:00

今天期中考，学校早一点放学，我打了通电话给他。　　
：喂，我今天比较早放学，你来载我回家好不好？　　
：好，等我五分钟。　　
：五分钟？我学校就在你家旁边耶。
：我总要打扮一下啊。　　
：好啦，快一点喔。　
　　　
下午2：00，太阳大的让我有种冲动想喷鼻血，我站在树荫下挥动着手，虽然没凉到哪里去，但是煽总比不煽好。

五分钟过了，他还没来，我看看手表，有点不高兴，十分钟过了，他还没到..，该不会出了什么事吧？呸呸呸...乌鸦嘴，十五分钟过了，他总算到了。
　
：怎么这么慢？　　他一副无所谓的样子说
：没啊，看个电视。　
:什么？看个电视？你要不要顺便睡个觉洗个澡吃个饭再来？我没有说话，没有拿安全帽，没有上车的瞪着他。　　
：对不起。

这是他第一次对我说对不起，他是一个很大男人主义，爱面子的男生，所以他从不像女生低头说对不起，我看着他，好吧，似乎面有惭色，我带上安全帽，让他载我回家。　　
　　
他总是这样，从来不解释，不争论，不跟我吵架，只跟我说对不起，有些事，不是一句对不起就能解决的，但是他都跟我道歉了，我也就没再追究下去，他说，我是第一个让他说对不起的女生。

认错需要很大的勇气，但是他从来都没有改进他的错误，对不起反而变成一种打发我的话。在他说第59次对不起时，我流着泪，低下头说：你不要再跟我说对不起了，如果你无法改变，就不要让我给你一次又一次的机会，相信你会改变。他轻轻的拥着我，说了第60句对不起　
　
虽然如此，他还是没有改变，不做任何的解释，我开始怀疑他是不是有事瞒着我。　　
：你最近怎么了？　　
：没有啊。　　
：那你为什么心情不好？　　
：没有啊。　　
：又是没有啊，你除了这句话以外没有别的吗？你知不知道我很担心，很没有安全感，你到底有没有当我是你女朋友？　　
：...对不起。　　
：我不要听你说对不起

我挂了电话，他也没有打来，他根本就不在乎我，也许，我们该结束ㄌ..........这是他说的第99句对不起....。　　
从那天开始，我再也没有找过他，他也没有打电话给我，有时候，我会接到一通无声的电话，但是我喂了几声，就挂了，有一种直觉是他，但是他为什么都不说话？一个月之后，我按奈不住思念的心情决定到他学校找他，我在教室外东张西望的，就是没有看到他的人影，我随便抓了一个男生来问。　　
：同学，请问一下，梦伟今天有来吗？　　
：他休学了。　　
：啊？为什么？什么时候的事？　　
：他已经一个月没来了。　　
：...喔..谢谢。一个月..一个月没来，怎么会呢？　　我跌跌撞撞的回到家..拨他的手机
：您的电话已经为您转到语音信箱，请在嘟一声...。我挂了电话，打到他家，响了好久都没有人接，怎么会？全家移民吗？他仿佛是从这世界上消失了一样，没有一点痕迹。　　
他该不会另结新欢了吧？我开始胡思乱想，我找不到他..，正当我烦恼的时候，电话突然响了，是阿立打来的，他是梦伟的死党也是我的好友。

：喂，你还在干嘛啊？　　
：什么？　　
　　
：ㄚ伟在医院啦。　　
：真的？他怎么了？　　
　　
：没有啦，他在○○医院，就是你上次住的那一家。　　
：我马上去。　　
　　我立刻用我出生以来最大的速度飙到那家医院，在医院看到了他****和妈妈，我向他们问了他在哪一间病房之后，就急忙的飞奔而去。

　他躺在床上，眼睛看着我，没有说话，没有起床，一动也不动的。　　：喂，你怎么了？为什么不通知我呢？　
　他没有回答我，只是一直用同样的眼神看着我。　　
：回答我啊，你为什么不说话？　　他眼角留下了一滴泪，身体仿佛用了最大的力气，牵动着嘴角　　
：...对不起...。说完，他闭上了眼睛。　　
：喂，你别装了好不好，为什么要说对不起，我不要你说对不起啊，你起来啊，回答我啊。

我哭倒在他床边，拉着他的衣服哭喊着
：你为什么要说对不起，连说服我的理由都没有？我不会原谅你，你起来啊，你说对不起没有用啊，你不起来我这辈子都不会原谅你，我求求你....睁开眼睛啊...。　　
这是他说的一百句对不起...一群医生和护士拉开我，开始抢救他，我全身没有力气再站起来，我的头脑一片空白，眼前一片漆黑..。　　
他没有离开这个世界，只是我永远都无法触摸到他，但他有时也会在我的梦中出现，告诉我他过的好不好。

他还是陪着我，还是活着，在我心里，他依然如昔，还是会笑着叫我咏熙，叫我老婆，只是..他不再对我说对不起了...。　　

过了几个月，他妈妈来找我，给了我一个盒子，里面装的，是一百张照片，每一张照片的背面，都写着它让我生气的事情。　　
第一次对不起，老婆，我今天不是故意迟到的，我也知道理由很烂，但是我真的不忍心说实话，我在出门前突然心脏绞痛，但是我已经尽量赶了，原谅我好吗？第二次对不起?老婆，我.......... 　　第三次对不起，老婆，我...
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　第一百次对不起，老婆，我不是狠心要丢下你，只是上帝似乎不给我这个机会让我爱你一辈子，为你带上戒指，你是我第一个让我说对不起的女孩，也是我第一个想共度一生的女孩，原谅我不能给你幸福，我会化作天使，守护着你，看着你得到幸福，答应我，别哭，我不要看到你为了我憔悴流泪的样子，我爱你。bye 梦伟　　

我怎么可能不哭，你的要求太严苛了，最后一张照片，是他在医院理拍的，照片上他笑的很灿烂，他变的好瘦，脸色好苍白，但是他还是露出了笑容，拍这第

一百张照片。　　
　　
在他最虚弱罪痛苦的时候，我没有陪着他。　　
对不起。　　
我抱着他的照片，泪流不止！！
愿天下所的情人.愿你们能珍惜眼前的人,不要失去后才懂得珍惜...不要让悲剧再次上演!

after i read dis story, my tears suddenli juz roll down on my cheeks. dis story is veri sad la. den i hurry go tell my laopo tat i love her cause i realli cannot imagine if she leave mii la . while writing dis post my tears keep rolling down juz cannt stop rolling . 　
　　　　

2008-04-13T15:17:00.002+08:00

MISSIN...............

today is juz a boring day 4 miie .. family go malaysia den onli left miie n my bro. but he need to go work den left miie all alone.. but i get to use the com de whole dae. but keep staring at the com .. feel like sms but dont know who to msg ...
wan to msg her de but i dont wan disturb her den in the end nv msg .haizzz.. i think i realli cannot live w/o her la i think i will juz die..now miss her until i wan to die le. ><

2008-04-12T22:24:00.003+08:00

YAY !!!! FINALLY OVER LE((:
my parade over le ((: i so happy la. den no need so stress le . but i most angry de is tat next week from tues to thur also got np la. wtf. np is juz waste of time somemore exam coming le still muz have np . because of np make my grade go down alot la.wth. hate it la .. AH!!!!!! WAD A WASTE OF TIME !!!!!!

today dont realli talk or sms to my laopo . cause no time n veri busy la. den when i call her she like veri busy den she like veri fast den say bb le . hate today la. all because of np .. NP NP NP MAKE MIIE SO STRESS N WASTE TIME!!!!!!!!!

2008-04-11T22:22:00.002+08:00

❤ love laopo ❤
i didnt know tat i so daring la .lol. u know wad i like erm........ kiss her la .somemore is like outside the toilet tat is near canteen . den got alot of ppl walk here walk there . den i wait lesser ppl le den go kiss her cheek lol . den i scare until run away haha. den let linda n gaye see until den they keep disiao miie .. -_-'''
n my laopo give miie roses den i nv give anything feel so sorry><
den i take the rose everywhere den everyone is like looking at miie den i juz pretend nth happen den hurry walk away .haha..

now started to love my laopo more n more ^^

die la tomorrow got npdp . den now i scare until like dying now la.. oh mama . help miie :(
dont feel like going tomorrow la die la die la . ah!!!!!

2008-04-10T19:01:00.003+08:00

omg i now den know tat my laopo have feeling 4 miie before i ask her 4 stead la . y i so tupid de .. n i started missing her la . n when ever i read her blog i miss her even more la .. sometime feel like cryin cause she not beside miie . now i realise tat i realli cannot leave w/o her la.

now i veri angry wif myself la . cause i nv buy present 4 her cause we have stead 4 one week le n i still haven buy anything . hate my parent 4 not giving miie money n make miie so poor la . feeling tat i a veri super no use de laogong la . hate myself la..

n i started to 4get thing veri easily n get sleepy veri easily actualli i dont even know tat after laopo tell miie . den she ask miie stop eatting panadol . but i realli cannot control la . n my head is realli making miie crazy la super duper pain la. is like killing miie .. but i bo bian cannot let my laopo know cause dont wan her worry la. somemore dis few day see her like veri stress like tat make miie even more dont wan tell her n also make miie veri worry la ..

my head veri pain!!!! grrrrr!!! maybe i need to go 4 hospital check up le . cause is realli driving miie crazy la .. but maybe not la . haha ..

laopo i realli miss u la ... i realli cannot leave w/o u ..

oh ya . in the morning gaye was like telling miie tat my laopo was like telling her tat she veri tired cause she everytime muz wake up earli juz to see miie.. she like tat make miie veri heart pain la cause she need to wake up juz because want to see miie ... laopo ah if u tired no need to wake up earli de la.. juz sleep more.. u like tat make miie veri xin ton de leh.. make miie feel like crying 4 u la .. next time dont like tat le ho

2008-04-08T17:16:00.002+08:00

FINALLI dare to hold her hand le althought is juz a while but i still veri happy^^

anw am i tat scary tat u like abit hiding from miie.. den u say because i keep laughing tat y u scare of miie den next time i try not to laugh le cause dont wan u hide from miie la...

i juz dont know y i keep having dis feeling la ,i keep thinkin y until i almost go crazy la... wish tat feeling will not come true la ..or i will juz die .. n i realli dont know wad to write as today mood not veri good la so i should end here

2008-04-07T20:05:00.010+08:00

❤ dis is my heart , it belong to my baby laopo onli no one can steal it from her. haha.

today in sku my baby laopo give miie one rabbit n lollipop. thz baby laopo love u ^_^

den in sku feel like holding her hand den i dont dare . den when i wan hold her hand den alot of ppl den nv hold again. den we in toilet wan to hold her hand de but my hand wetwet nv hold again . i started to think am i veri no use? y i so dan xiao de??

den i should skip until at hm

when i reach hm i straight away on com den haven bath cause i wan hurry go chat wif my baby laopo in msn n also see her blog . because i nv bath around 8++ my mother come back den she super angry den she keep scolding miie la wtf la . den say wad play com can make my grade go down i know tat la but u should alr know tat i so stupid from the starting de ma so juz leave miie alone n dont care miie la juz fk off la.. i wish i can juz leave tat house n go stay wif my baby laopo la . dis place is like hell to miie la. maybe is i juz angry den say all the rubbish juz dont care abt the last sentence tat i say..

miss u

love u

muackz

2008-04-06T20:35:00.002+08:00

today veri boring -_-zzz but veri happy day 4 miie cause juz got back my baby phone^_^ baobei dont get jealous juz because i call my phone baby. but u my baobei n u all are the same place in my heart ^_^ baobei ar miie waiting 4 u to blog until i old le

2008-04-05T22:06:00.002+08:00

today the training veri stupid but because of those pl np who come n support us make miie alive.((: den the whole day i nv even march until , i onli march when i come in the hta tat time den nv le. sian la. den i was like sitting there stone but heng not veri hot but super windy den make miie veri sleepy -_-zzz
den the rest lazy to write le.. den in the bus when going back we was like "bulli" the ppl who is in zhonghua la... den in the bus we keep playing the christian song den deeksha or linda forgot who le say tat pl np is like making the bus to a church bus. lol. den went n eat with linda,aichin, zhiying,sophia and trisha at KFC . den the chicken is like so small until veri kelian la den i thought i will be veri hungry den ask linda help miie buy one small burger den i eat until wan to viomit den nv eat finish the potato. den after tat end le i go sit taxi hm . while sitting in the taxi i go msg my baobei den heard tat her ah ma is better le den i was veri happy 4 her (wish tat her ah ma will recover soon so tat my baobei no need worry le) den when i reach my house downstair den i go see how much den is like so cheap la is like less den $5 la. i was like WTH so cheap .cause when i was waiting for the taxi i was like telling god tat i wish tat the price will be less den $5 den the price is like realli less den $5 la (thz GOD) anw forgot to tell u all the price the price is ....... $4.80.......... haha .. i know i lame la.. but i am veri happy ((: ... i think i should end here le cause i like writing SA ... first time write so long haha..

2008-04-04T19:57:00.002+08:00

040408 17.59 dis is the time the day tat we together althought we r couple wif no status but i realli so happy i so happy tat i dont even dont know wad to do. althought i cannot promise u tat we can be forever but i can promise tat from today i will change myself n love u wif my love. but i can tell u i am abit of scare but i will over come it n i will not go back to the past the. n i will listen to wadever u say. but the onli thing tat u muz promise miie is tat whenever u sad or anything happen muz tell miie althought i cannot help u but i can lent my shoulder to u de.

todae alot of thing happen la wtf. todae go wif gay n bread to bread cousin house. den at there alot of thing happen.den the ah bread ah go kik gay to swimming pool den gay whole thing wet la lol. den we together go carry bread n throw her to swimming pool haha. den because bread scream veri loud until everybody come out of the house come scold us la wtf . den bread cousin the father know le den he go scold us bitch n slut la her uncle veri ass la scold us we also nv do anything we onli play water wad fuck him la

kor dont angry le dont care tat fucling ass hole uncle le.. dont let tat fucking uncle spoile our dae

i think i should end here le cause i so happy tat i juz come back n on the com n start writing my blog. haha. need go bath n eat le bb

2008-04-03T20:44:00.001+08:00

People Like You... Sometimes

You are liked, but only when people are able to overlook your faults.
Deep down, you are a good person, but you definitely have some obnoxious tendencies.
So step back, and try to figure out when people aren't responding to you positively.
A few simple changes could make you a lot better liked!

What People Don't Like About You:

People don't like that you secretly are annoyed by them. You may think they can't tell, but they can.

People don't like that you put others down and like to gossip. They are worried that you also gossip about them!

People don't like that you are judgmental and overly opinionated. Even if you are always right, they don't like to be reminded of it!

What People Like About You:

People like that you take the them to get to know them and make a connection. You make people feel important.

People like that you take responsibility for your actions and admit your mistakes. They appreciate your maturity.

People like your self deprecating sense of humor and that you don't take yourself too seriously.

http://www.blogthings.com/dopeoplelikeyouquiz/">Do People Like You?

2008-04-03T20:25:00.002+08:00

i juz so bore tat i juz go change my blog skin.. n also add new song which is veri nice . the name is : who i am. dis song is realli nice tat i keep listening .

n alot of thing happen n i realli dont know how to say ... juz wait ... n i will juz tell u all one dae ... juz wish tat it will happen..

THE END

2008-04-02T19:00:00.002+08:00

i so sorry ppl tat i so long nv tag le. super sorry..

dis few day go out wif gay company ... i can remember is tat last sat went out wif gay before she leave . den by the time we leave is like sunday morning la i think i reach hm is abt 3am la . is linda father fetch us hm de den her father drive like rocket la.

omg got one girl like miie la but is onli miie , bread , steph ,gaye and grace think onli la but wadever she do is like er... dont know how to say den she go hold my hand like gf bf holding hand la den i still blur blur let her hold but heng ah steph safe miie la or i will juz die.

wish tat is we all we think wrong la. dont wish to die so fast..

plz everyone dont ask miie y as miie myself also dont know y ..

missin~~~~...........

2008-03-28T19:56:00.002+08:00

i dont know wad happening to miie i juz know tat i dying..."knockin on the table"

n y is everione saying i emo??? i juz dont know y?? can anyone juz tell miie???
now i will try not to be so emo de cause i will pretnd to be high.^^

n y am i missin someone n everione??? missing ppl is veri stress so i muz stop thinkin n stop making myself stress as i nowadays get veri tired veri fast n feel veri weak ...

ah!!!!! gay is like leaving soon le ....haizz ..... i will sure miss u de ... 3 years leh ....sure will miss until die ah .haha

dont ask miie why cause miie myself also dont know wad i thinking

i wish i juz dead

2008-03-26T17:25:00.002+08:00

i realli dont know wad happening to miie .. am i crazy or wad? i juz dont know ..wheneven i alone i will juz think all kind of thing tat makr my head pain is like my head going to burst.. todae in class i was so tired n everything look so blur to miie wad happening to miie? am i stress or wad ? i juz dont know . n todae is like my first time tat i nv go out wif gay company (feel so sorry)

n my mind is blank .......tat make miie dont know wad to do..sometime veri wish tat i was juz dead so i will not need to think anything..

leave miie alone..plzzz

2008-03-24T20:16:00.002+08:00

i hate my life !!! now my back having 3 lines.. the first line is blue-black n abit of blood n rest is onli blue-black.. get beaten by my.......... (dont wish to tell) so dont ask miie ....... juz because of the 3 lines my life is ruin ...i need to go to my mother shop before 5 or go home before 5 after my sku n have ban miie 4 using com (onli can use 4 one hour) take my phone away (but heng i onli can save the phone).... wtf wad is dis la ...because of dis i juz broke one ppl heart so sorry 4 tat person...

2008-03-21T16:26:00.004+08:00

dis few got flu la but now ok le onli abit of nose block....no need worry^^

OMGjuz now go scold my dear dear crazy.i so SORRY :( i dont mean to... althought i veri happy tat u wan bring miie go sku but i REALLI dont wan u so earli wake up la. somemore is SAT la.. although u say nvm but i still dont wan u so earli wake up cause i will feel tat i veri bad lo ...I SO SORRY...

i still dont know wad to buy 4 him la><><><><>

wed going interview wif wen hui they all but ho i veri scare la :( tat y my sis keep saying tat my outside look veri brave but inside look so small like a ant la. everything also scare ><><

omgomgomg 23 is coming so near ><><><>< i think i going to stone la

2008-03-20T18:46:00.002+08:00

Jiaying "I hope you and your boy can last super long ok?I want to attend your wedding dinner de lol.Don everything also ren,tell ur stead also so that u wont feel so stress at times.Read ur blog i wan to say to u is,relationship need to be honest between the couple and also trust.Do take good care ar you,always injured de.'

dis is wad gay write to miie in her blog la.I abit sad tat u leaving the gay company la but we still miss u de . when u come back MUZ msg us ho dont scare miie later got heart attack ah.lol.jkjk.

n u ask miie dont ren n muz be honest , but sometime i realli dont know how to tell him la.so i bo bian muz keep everything to myself lo,cause i dont wan him stress,so i make myself stress lo..n i where got always injured ><

2008-03-19T20:16:00.002+08:00

i now dont realli know wad to do? i hate the word REN la ... i realli dont know how to tell him la >< or should i say it here??? ok i think ishould or i will die cause alot of thing make miie cannot breath.

first ,sometime i realli feel tat he is not caring (sometime onli)
2) when i need u ,u not there(feel like crying)
3)when i loneli waiting 4 ur msg u nv msg miie(make miie angry)
4)scare i say those u will hate miie or break miie( i always scare tat dae will come)

2008-03-18T18:34:00.000+08:00

i super feel like cryimg!!!! i realli cannot take it le la!!!!!!!!

2008-03-18T17:07:00.008+08:00

life is so tired -_-zzz.................. y everithing has change???........can we juz like before?? sometime i realli feel like crying :'( when u ask miie am i sad .. i will onli tell u i not .. even if i sad will u all go back together? i realli dont know wad to do to help u all la... since u all love each other so much y u all muz like tat..

today the mood is like super bad la.

when is my phone coming back to miie???? i realli wan my phone back la.... :(

2008-03-17T22:01:00.004+08:00

today in sku is suck plz ... make miie wan to sleep the whole day la..... den during sku we left earli to go 4 revolver shooting pratice .. den got dis sir veri shuai la.. den linda took some of the photo .hahaha

<-------- his name is CHAI WEN JIE (haha)

in the pic look no veri good but in real life he look veri shuai la (omg)

2008-03-16T17:56:00.003+08:00

finalli ONE week wif deardear le although alot of thing happen but i will still love u ^^ baobei always 爱你 ^^

i so sad>< my phone spoil.. den i go repair .. but wth la need two or one month den phone will be ok ...den cannot msg dear dear haizzzz ... den tat person say my phone the mermory will be wash away but heng all my mermory is in my mermory card but some of my games will be wash

wish wish^^
1) wish tat my phone can hurry come back ( will die w\o u >< )
2) have a second week wif deardear ( 23th will be going out wif him ^^)

2008-03-13T22:31:00.003+08:00

我到底是谁
在你心中占有怎样的地位
你不说清楚
你让我们的爱坠在七里雾

爱很讨厌
总是忽近又忽远的让人追
追半天你连抱歉
一句抱歉也不给

我向前走低著头
眼泪不停向后流
一直走不回头
希望你会找到我
但是始终不如愿
希望都落空
我仍相信其实你懂我

我向前走低著头
眼泪不停向后流
一直走不回头
希望你会找到我
但是始终不如愿
希望都落空
我仍相信其实你爱我

我发誓千遍
我这一走你就无法挽回
虽然心会痛
总比受尽委屈还要更好过

我等了等
脑海始终浮现你对我的好
好半天
你连Babe 一句安慰也不给

一前一后
你跟在我的背后沉默
Yeh…Yeh…Yeh…
前前后后
希望你握住我的手
Yeh…Yeh…Yeh…
Wo..Wo..Wo..

我向前走抬起头
擦掉眼泪向前走
一直走不回头
相信你会找到我
梦里寻他千百遍
希望都实现
我不想走无法心不动
我向前走抬起头
擦掉眼泪向前走
一直走不回头
相信你会找到我
梦里寻他千百遍
希望都实现
我仍相信其实你懂我

2008-03-13T18:46:00.007+08:00

yay!!! i finalli finish the stupid pk course le .. the pk course realli waste alot of my time leh .. n i dont think i can get my bage leh cause i nv even listen to wad they say la . den i keep sleepin -_-zzz =x

n i wan to say something is tat i now really like the ice monster place which is at ps as they really has nice stuff. tat place is realli a good place to go as when u r unhappy once u go there u sure will be happy n get high veri easily . haha . even my friend say tat once i eat the ice i will get crazy de . bleah :p

dis song is so meaningful.

野蛮女友

私生活你别管我太多
好的话才会进我耳朵
情人节我要每天都过
乖乖在我家楼下等我
不高兴你可以别理我
我就是你的野蛮女友
逛街你别想偷溜
放假只能陪着我
你不想活敢嫌我罗唆
你的眼睛你的耳朵你的思考
你的幽默你的额头都吸引着我
我的甜蜜我的害羞我的微笑
我的酒窝我的拳头都为你而活
你要好好地疼我才能够牵我的手
下雨天你要撑伞送我
上厕所你要先问过我
圣诞节礼物够不够多
做错事你只能赞美我
没call你你不要来烦我
我就是你的野蛮女友

逛街你别想偷溜
放假只能陪着我
你不想活敢嫌我罗唆
你的眼睛你的耳朵你的思考
你的幽默你的额头都吸引着我
我的甜蜜我的害羞我的微笑
我的酒窝我的拳头都为你而活
你要好好地疼我才能够牵我的手

你的眼睛你的耳朵你的思考
你的幽默你的额头都吸引着我
我的甜蜜我的害羞我的微笑
我的酒窝我的拳头都为你而活
你要好好地疼我
才能够牵我的手
才能够牵我的手

wish tat i can be same as tat girl

y is my heart like jelly?? everytime get hurt so easily >< i wish god will give miie a heart tat is as hard as a rock so tat i wont get hurt so easily n i will not be sad n crying le.

2008-03-11T18:44:00.003+08:00

Y nowadays so mani thing happan? is dis year an unlucky year? maybe both lucky n unlucky ba. but i have more unlucky den lucky>< so sad

but i think i should start wif my lucky thing first ^^

o9o3o8 is a super duper important date dis year cause ....... god have given miie a kind n caring bf to miie ^^ i think dis is a best gift ever from god but wish tat god will not take it away from miie .

the rest is all my unlucky n unhappiness.

1. my report book full of BIG BIG U
2. fight wif my friend( but we ok le haha)
3. feel so loneli at home cause my sis n bro go holidae left miie my younger sis , uncle,my parents...
4.sometime feel like crying but dont dare to tell my dear dear
5.dear dear busy make miie so loneli>< dont dare to tell him cause dont wan him to stress cause of miie.

acctualli still got alot of unhappiness de but dont wan write le

wad my wish.........

i wish i wish ....

1.be wif dear 4ever(dont know will happen anot)
2.have couple ring(dont know will happen anot)
3.be more brave not to scare of ...(onli my dear dear know y)

i need to go le . if i got time next time den i write .

N ONE MORE LAST WISH.

WISH MY DEAR DEAR NV SAW WAD I WRITE

2008-01-19T21:02:00.000+08:00

juz come back from shopping, den i got ppl give miie alot of things . i got soft toy , n wallet. so happy . i realli wan to thanks tat person la.
den now come back le den i bath den i go patch tat super duper slow audi den while waiting nothing to do so i go change my blogskin den saw dis monkey veri kawaii the song also . den after making finish le den the audition patch finish le so happy so now i wan go play le bb

2007-12-22T13:42:00.001+08:00

dis few day too bore so i come here n change my blogskin n post something lo . but now i dont know wad to blog le so bb

2007-12-17T18:42:00.000+08:00

long time nv blog le psps play audition play until siao le ZZZ now i dont have anything to do so i blog SOMETHING n i go ZZZ i know i veri lame la anyway i still thinking of closing my blog le so bb

2007-11-10T14:52:00.000+08:00

WEE.........!!
haha yesterday i was having fun haha.
yesterday i was having fun wif all my friend^-^ we all having bbq but dont know who ah go book the place until so far n somemore we muz carry alot of thing ah haha^-^but when miie,rachel,lai teng and wan ting reach le we would so happy finally ah haha den the ama go help us buy water den she say muz give her tip diao la haha den miie rachel and lai teng veri bad cause we let wan ting look after the place haha den we start the BBQ PARTY!!!!!!!!! hazel veri funni she n bush keep singing the 'i love u baby' the song den they wan us to sing la haha ...den after tat miie n rachel go play water den the rachel thought tat the plastic bag is the jelly fish den we hurry go up haha den we go help to cook den blablablabla.....den miie rachel n laiteng hurry go cause we dont wan to help tp clean haha n also the walk veri long so we go veri early le on the way we walk walk walk den suddenly got one frog jump up den the rachel ho she jump until veri high den hit until my tumb until veri pain la until now still veri pain:'( den we walk walk walk den on the way veri dark so i started saying ghost story wanted to scare them de den dont know how the stupid rachel suddenly screamin den i get scare until den both of them laught at miie den i feel veri throw face -_- den when i reach home is about 10++ le den after tat i go out wif my sibling go out n eat den all of us eat until we were so full la den my stupid bro keep scarin miie in the car stupid la.. den we go home but den we reach home about 2am++ den i 2++ den sleep until dis morning about 12pm++ den wake up so now i going to end here le bb

2007-11-01T21:34:00.000+08:00

y is dis feelin comin back again???? oh plz god stop dis feelin 4 coming back to miie ...........whenever i read the person de blog n know tat the person is not happy i will also feel veri not happy 4 tat person i juz dont know y i still have dis funny feelin 4 tat person...........plz stop tat i cannot have feelin 4 tat person le ....God plz help miie

2007-10-28T13:30:00.000+08:00

fuck off la !!!!!!!!!!!!!!get out of my house n my life la ......i tell u i hate u more den my friend la.........onli know how to find papa ...call u stop copying mi le still come n copy miie ...........fuck off i wish u die ah so wad u r my family i still hate u the most ah wish tat u nv come to dis world ah

GET OUT OF MY LIFE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

2007-10-25T19:11:00.000+08:00

let miie think wad i do todae....hmmmmmm.......ok todae i have english enrichment...4 enrichment we would watching de moive the show is something about spelling bee de the not so bad la...den after sku lai teng go my mother de shop cut hair den she cut until veri short leh den we keep taking her pic so funny wahahahahaha.....den after laiteng n rachel go le i go out wif my sister go hougang mall den my sis pull miie to the bra shop den i veri throw face la but she still veri good la she got buy alot of thing 4 miie....now i back bb

2007-10-13T17:43:00.000+08:00

endure????????? wad u toking la...........do u know tat not everithing also muz endure de ho.....jus because i last time nv say anything doesn't mean u all can say thing behind my back lo........ i now become like tat is u all force de lo .......... attitude problem??? who dont have onli know how to say miie as if u all dont have lo ......... onli know how to bully ppl ......... last time u all have attitiude problem any how scold ppl i also nv say anything but now i onli show abit of attitiude u all starting to toke thing behind my back is this wad u all call FRIENDSHIP!!!!!!????????????

我终于知道什么是友情了

2007-10-11T19:17:00.000+08:00

IS U ALL MAKE MIIE LIKE THIS DE..... 我也不想的 pls forgive miie if i do something wrong to u all i sorry now i having alot of problem juz tat i juz dont noe wad wrong wif miie.....but i have something to say .....i have been bad to some of u all is because i dont like my friend to follow all de bad ppl is not tat i dont like is juz tat i dont like it .......the action tat i do is not wad i think so plz stop following all the bad ppl........i juz dont noe wad the problem wif miie juz...........i realli dont feel like saying le

disappointed

2007-10-08T18:58:00.000+08:00

DISAPPOINTED WIF SOME OF THE SEC 1 ai..................
i dont realli dont know wad u all thinkin in de camp la ..........somemore is not even sec2 camp la IS SEC 1 CAMP LEH........ n all of u all treat us like wad ? ur maid? i tell u all we r NOT .......we treat u all so good n u all treat us like tat n give us some respect can ......... n at least call us ma'am not oi ........ i wish tat u all will give us some respect when we take over ...........actually the camp can be veri fun de is u all ownself make until the camp not fun de lo ..........ai ya i now dont even wan to toke about u all lo u all will only make miie feel like ............(dont feel like saying ah)

2007-10-04T21:57:00.000+08:00

"did u hear her tone, she veri wad la"WTF so wad i dont wan to bring no need to talk behind my back de right ...........not happy izzit talk infront of miie la fuck u la u dare u come infront of miie n tell miie la.......CB la ..... not happy come la

2007-09-15T23:00:00.000+08:00

I SO SICK!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
todae whole day got headache :( is like my whole head is like so heavy la ....feel like chopping off my head la:( now feel like going to die le .................. den have big flu den at night when i going to sleep tat time i almost cannot breath ah i thought i going to die leh den i hurry force myself to breath den finally can breath :)
den my voice change until veri sexy(i think so) leh hahaha....actually my voice is change until asif i going to die like tat la hahaha

veri late le i dont wan to write le la my head now super heavy now i going to chop my head off hahaha

2007-09-10T19:28:00.000+08:00

today is so slack but todae pe veri fun and our class win yay!!!^^
in class i keep playing the netball actually i was to upgrade my goalkeeper skill...haha... i noe i verio lame la....
n i dis whole dae veri blur in sku as i didnt even noe tat sku end at 1.30 la as i thought sku end at 2 .... anyway sku can end earlier i veri happy yay!!!^^

den mi n some of my frez went to AMK HUB to eat n shop .........den walk here walk there
den i buy alot of donut yay!!! ^^ i love donut so next time who wan to buy thiong 4 miie can buy donut as i like donut alot yay!!!!!! I love donut<33 donut u the best<33 yay!!!

2007-09-09T21:18:00.000+08:00

YAY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! i juz sell away all my funfair ticket^^

today whole dae slack >_<
den nth to do so go n pack all my baby comics den found tat i have alot of comic until i dont have space to put them
den at home walk here walk there -_-lll i know i veri lame la
den go pack other thing den my whole dae is only packing n playing com so sianz............

oh no tomorrow sku reopen :'( so sad cause i wan to stay at home i dont wan to go sku:'(

i got nth to write le so bye bye :)

sweet dream nite nite^^

2007-09-08T22:19:00.000+08:00

YEAH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! juz change my blog skin^^

Today veri sianz -_-

i got nothing to write -_-

oh ya i tell u all something ho

want

lollipop

i also dont know y suddenly wan a veri veri veri big lollipop

can anyone give miie^^ Plz..........

2007-09-01T15:37:00.000+08:00

Here r somr pic tat we took :

2007-08-31T22:09:00.000+08:00

todae so sad 'sob' cause our sec 4 ma'am steppin down :'(
dont step down :'(
althought i nv cry but in my heart i crying :'( i now veri hurt tat u leaving us :'( last time when we r together i nv notice u all now when u all leaving us den i feel so pain deep deep deep in my heart :'(

GLYNNIS & KRISTLE!!! i will love u always!!!!!!!!!!!! <33
dis is the song tat we sing when the sec 4 came: i love u sec4 deep down in my heart , i love u sec 4 deep down in my heart , lets' toke about deep deep down down deep down in my heart,lets' toke about deep deep down down deep down in my heart..we love u sec 4!!!!!!
n we also sing dis song:
No Secrets - I'll Remember You lyrics
It has been so long since we have talked
I hope that things are still the same
Hoping they will never change

Cause what we had can't be replaced
Don't let our memories fade away
Keep me in your heart for always
You made me believe
That I can do almost anything
Stood right by me
Through the tears through everything

I'll remember you,
And baby that's forever true
You're the one that I'll always miss
Never thought it would feel like thisI'll be there for you,
No matter what you're goin' through
In my heart you'll always be,
forever baby I'll remember you

I promise you I won't forget the times we shared, the tears we cried
You'll always be the sun in my sky
It may be fate that brings us back to meet again someday
Even though we go seprate ways

You made me believe
That I can do almost anything
You stood right by me
Through the tears through everything

I'll remember yooooou,
And baby that's forever true
You're the one that I'll always miss
Never thought it would feel like thisI'll be there for yooooou, No matter what your goin' through
In my heart you'll always be, forever baby
I'll remember you

If the day should come when you need someone
(you know that i'll follow)
I will be there
Don't ever let there
Be a doubt in your mind
'cause I'll remember you, you

I'll remember you,
And baby that's forever true
You're the one that I'll always miss
Never thought it would feel like this
I'll be there for you,
No matter what your goin' through
In my heart you'll always be, forever baby
I'll remember you

Forever baby, I'll remember you

i will remember u all 4ever n ever de u remember to come back to see us even if u all have step down as u all r always our ma'am ^^

2007-08-26T19:12:00.000+08:00

todae i playing com de whole day until now i so sianz until i dont feel like like playing le......
i need veri sad :( linda y muz u keep saying tat retain still can be frez but the problem is tat i dont even wan to retain so can u all stop saying abt retain le ma..........i now veri de depress i dont even feel like living in dis world le can anyone juz let mi die n go to heaven so tat i will not go through all the sadness le :'( i now dont realli have de mood le........... plz GOD let mi die now i now is suffering from sadness...AH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! (heart pain going to die le) juz wish tat now got ppl beside miie now cause now i feel like hugging someone to cry:'(

2007-08-25T17:58:00.000+08:00

todae is a super sianz dae haix........
i have nothing to sae todae so i going say abt other thing......

i have a friend call nigel. He doesnt toke much but veri caring because whenever i sad he will cheers mi up:) thk u:) but i still haven give him the ans tat he wan but i juz dont know which part he like mi la somemore he so smart it make so stupid n i also veri noisy ...........can anyone tell mi should i accpt him????('~')

2007-08-24T17:07:00.000+08:00

today super :(
todae got back my math paper n the result is not wad i wan so i cry but juz dont know y i get dis mark so sad:( but my beside is full of my friend tat cheers mi up thks to all of u all :) .............bread today come my house n use com n she keep saying about the ren yao say until i keep laughtin la ...........so sian who can pei wo when i sad :( but i nowadays duno y so sad juz wish that someone can be juz be there 4 miie when i sad :'(

2007-08-23T22:27:00.000+08:00

todae is the worst dae ever in my life.............
now i know tat crying in the rain is the best way to clear my mind as i can wash all my unhappiness 4 today............i think i will hate mr ng 4 my whole life if he fail my eng ........but i think i will not be in dis world le cause i have kill myself as now i dont realli have feelin le cause is all mr ng fault hate him hate, him hate, him hate, him hate, hate him ,hate him, hate him

2007-08-22T20:47:00.000+08:00

todae sian sian -_-
early in the morning saw u was de worst thing ever in my life juz wish tat u will not come sku so early anymore i am not hurting u juz tat u r like makin me hate myself even more......sorri tat i lie to u but veri hard 4 miie to face u SORRY!!!!!!!!!

2007-08-21T22:02:00.000+08:00

todae go road safety park...........at first veri sian but slowly become veri fun den got one pri sku girl keep comin back to miie n deeksha la so de funny la.............going back le..........in the bus the senior is like keep scoldin us although we r abit wrong but they use a word tat i dont realli like it and i will not say de word la.......but when i reach home i go online wan ting was like coolin mii down as i damn de angry den got one ma'am (sianching)come n apologise to mi ,wan ting n vicki in msn den we like tokin until veri high la den i was laughtin n laughtin until sianching ma'am say i am hamtaro cause my haha is a hamtaro pic(4 those who noe will noe wad i tokin la haha) den 2morrow we r going to meet them cause they going to apologise to us den she say wad KPO de also can come den i say i veri kpo cause she already apologise to mi le so i juz go there n see wad they going to say haha i know i super de KPO la haha :) need to end here le cause veri de tired :)

2007-08-12T13:03:00.000+08:00

todae i come across dis msg it say:
THE PROBLEM WITH GUYSIf u TREAT him nicely, he says u are INLOVE with him; If u Don't, he says u are PROUD.
If u DRESS Nicely, he says u are tryingto LURE him; If youDon't, he says u are from KAMPUNG.
If u ARGUE with him, he says u areSTUBBORN; If u keep QUIET, hesays u have no BRAINS.
If u are SMARTER than him, he'll LoseFACE; If he's Smarter than u, he is GREAT.
If u don't Love him, he Tries toPOSSESSu; If u Love him, hewill try to LEAVE u.(very true huh?)
If u don't Let him KISS u, he says u don't Love him; If u let himKISS! ! he says u are CHEAP.
If u tell him your PROBLEM, he says uare TROUBLESOME; If uDon't, he says dat u don't TRUST him
If u SCOLD him, u are like a NANNY tohim; If he SCOLDS u, it isbecause he CARES for u.
If u BREAK your PROMISE, u Cannot beTRUSTED; If he BREAKS his,he is FORCED to do so.
If u SMOKE, u are BAD girl; If heSMOKES, he is GENTLEMAN.
If u do WELL in your Exams, he says it'sLUCK; If he does Well,it's BRAINS.
If u HURT him, u are CRUEL; If he HURTSu, u are too SENSITIVE! !
Guys are in fact really so troublesome&sooo hard to please! I just want to add one more ... if you send this to guys, they will say it's not true ... but if you don't,they say you are selfish...

by reading dis msg do ue all agree wif miie?

2007-08-09T19:34:00.000+08:00

sorri yesterday nv blog couse i was like so tired la but i still veri happi cause i in GOH.. Here are some photo tat i have...

2007-06-01T12:52:00.000+08:00

2007-06-01T10:35:00.000+08:00

yeah!!! i back to singapore. Here is some photo tat i take but because i have take too many photo so i will only choose some of it.